I know it probably won't happen, but I really need a good month. It's going to be hot. Both my roomie & I have appointments, so it's going to be busy. But, I've been dreading this month. I've had so much apprehension about it. I hope I'm wrong.
This is the last month of my birth year & it wasn't a good trip around the sun. This is the last bit of my 50s & they've mostly sucked. September will get here & turn the wheel. Somehow it's never to a better page or something not out to bring me harm.
People who think life is wonderful & worth living make me wonder. What is so different about them, that they got a life that let them feel that way about it & I got this mess. Was it a roll of the dice, perspective, did I do something wrong...?
So August please don't suck. I've had enough trials. I've used most of what I have just to get this far. I'm tapped & exhausted. If it can't be decent, just let it end. I don't have any fight left.
Hello August, please be a good month.
Cya..
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