Not So Great Again...

 

I didn't sleep that well again.  It was better than the night before, but not great.   Right before shutting down last night, Windows decided it didn't like a program I've used for years.  It won't even let it open anymore.  So far, I haven't found a workaround.  I looked for replacements & I may have found somethings, we'll see if any work.

Then it decided to storm more last night.  Between yesterday & last night, we got about 2".   There's more rain in the forecast for the end of the month.   We're still short some for our monthly average.  

This morning there was lots of outside noise.  It was too cool for a fan, so there was no buffer sound.  The outdoor cats had a standoff as well.  Let there not be a moment of peace & quiet.

That's it for now, take care.

Cya...

May Storm Season....

 

It was very muggy yesterday & last night.  It didn't make for great sleeping weather.   It's storming now & has a 50/50 chance to keep storming for the rest of the month.  I'm tired of it being so dark.   I know we need rain, but this drear is rough.

I didn't sleep well.  I'm annoyed by the dark storm crap.  I need to go get a shower.  That's my morning.  Take care.

Cya...

Article Annoyance...

 

I saw a few articles that could have been interesting.  They were about amping up a person's immunity systems to control HIV.   Might've been good reads, if they weren't all behind paywalls.  Maybe in a bit, the info will be more accessible.  

I don't know why these people think the average lay person would pay for these sites.  These sites are numerous & pricey.  I'm not a doctor, but I am trained in research.  Beyond that, being HIV+, I'm invested in the topic.  Still I wouldn't pay for these sites if I could, there are too many of them.  Eventually, most of the info hits the web for free.

I get sites need revenue, but paywalls are annoying.  Take care.

Cya...

Middle May Sunday...

 

It's hazy again this morning, but this time it's bright.  Bright haze is hard to look at, it almost glows.  This is the 3rd of 5 Sundays this month.  There will be shopping, errands, bill paying & an appointment this week.   More might pop up, but that's what's on the schedule for us at the moment.

It's getting warmer.  I should finish seasonal stuff this week.  Too bad, the rest of the month looks to be stormy or dreary.  I'm over clouds for a while.  I want some sunlight.

That's it for now, take care.

Cya...

Another Grey Morning...

 

It's gloomy here again.  Often it's only getting bright a little before sundown.  A lot of good that does.   I hate these mornings.  I'm trying to get myself going & these clouds are making everything dreary.  They just linger making it muggy.

I'm through about half of the Winter wash.  I'll finish the rest of it this week.  Hopefully, it doesn't cool down again, but the rest of the month has storms in the forecast.  

It was warm enough for me to use a fan for the 1st time overnight.   It was a little much & I'll have to watch when I use it as humid as it's been.  I don't need to catch a cold.  I mainly used it to move some stuffy air & buffer outside noise. 

That's about it for now, take care.

Cya...

Not So Good...

 

Yesterday started off well & should've been a decent day.  My roomie had a friend over & then had a n event to go to.   It was the most she's gotten to do in a while that wasn't a doctor's appointment.  

But, somewhere in that time by myself I really got into my own head.  I'm not sure why, maybe it was the light letting me relax enough to let some stress out.  I got very anxious & rattled for no current reason or maybe everything all at once.  I can't tell.  

I spent the day anxious.  But as usual there was other stuff going on.  Things that needed handled.  Then, of course, more stress came along & made things worse.  

So often, if I'm having an off day, something comes along & complicates everything to the point, my off issues feel trivial.   I get that my issue wasn't the big thing & that the other things going on were important.  For the most part this isn't anyone else's fault.  But that isn't really the point.

I wind up in a bad place with nothing left to do about it.  I get in my own head & often make it worse.  Then some other BS makes everything much worse.  So my issues get pushed back.  I don't want to add onto the overall BS.

This morning isn't helping.  It's hazy & dim.  I'm feeling pretty worn out from yesterday.   I really didn't need to wake up today.   That would've been fine.

Oh well, off to handle Friday stuff.  Take care.

Cya...

Down Thursday...

 

It's bright & warmer.  It could be a nothing day, that'd be nice.  A friend's over for a bit.  But other than that, there's nothing happening for us.  It'd be nice if it stays that way.

The back half of the month will be busier.  I have a  regular medical check up.  Then the next week, I have a dental cleaning.   Other than normal stuff, that should be it.  

That's all for now, take care.

Cya...