The Summer Solstice is here. It's going to start getting hot, if these clouds ever leave. I'd much rather it be a bit hotter & drier, than cooler & humid. It's the last third of June. The weather forecast keep bouncing between sunny & hot or thunderstorms & sticky.
Hotter weather will mean using more electricity for the AC. It could also mean the grass starts getting mowed less & some of the bugs die back a bit. I'm trying to have a decent Summer. I've got a feeling this I'm not going handle this Fall well. I really wish I could just stop at the beginning of September & not wake until March was nearly over. I find the time in between not worth it all.
Welcome Summer, let it be a good season.
Cya...
I was actually having a decent day yesterday & then it rained & we had to go shopping. Walmart's parking lot was mostly fenced off so they could repave. The open part was packed. For some reason, with the parking lot, twice the shoppers seemed to be there.
It was not fun. But still, I was having an OK day. I guess that was just too much for things. About 5:30, the internet went down & stayed out until this morning. Something just had to keep pulling at the threads & my decent day unraveled. Maybe I'm just not supposed to have those.
I found an article that continues to show monstrous nature of the orange bastard & his ilk. tRump has signed an executive order to end all AIDS funding to South Africa. In this country where a rich, white minority created apartheid, a situation that's impact is still felt today, the orange feels white people are being treated badly. There is no evidence of this. White people are no longer being treated like nobility. This is the country where some of the richest, white people come from like Elon Musk.
tRump also says it's because they opposed Israel's war, that they country shouldn't be helped. The promise of US AIDS funds has been broken. The administration may single-handedly bring back the HIV epidemic of the 80s. Way to go MAGA.
Cya...
PS - It's the last day of Spring 2026 & it might find some sunlight sometime today, maybe not. Spring was not a great season for me.
June has been a lackluster month again. It could've easily passed April with the rain, storms & gloom. I guess sunny Junes are a thing of the past. I wonder how wedding traditionalists feel about that. A July wedding it is then.
We've got shopping & that's about it today. I'm glad. It's hard to get motivated to do anything with this dreary weather.
That's all, take care.
Cya...
The night before last night, right before I was getting ready for bed, there were skunks outside. There was that smell & it was intense. This time though, it made me nauseous & give me a headache.
I spent a lot of yesterday with migraine like symptoms, minus the migraine. Sounds, smells, lights were all much intense than they should've been. Things were fading until about 5 or so. Then the lawn guy showed & mowed. The noise & smell pushed me right back into it. Then the nausea & headache were back & watery eyes were an add-on.
Hopefully today is skunk-free & my head can clear out. That's all for now, take care,
Cya...
If I could rewrite this story, I'd end it on the night I graduated with my doctorate. That was the last high point I had & even that wasn't great. I knew I didn't have anything lined up after. It's been downhill since & that was decades ago. If I'd died then, there would've been some accomplishment, acknowledgement. It wouldn't have devolved into the crapfest of failure it became.
I'd definitely ended it before I moved here. That was a horrible decision. I wouldn't have made it into the 2000's & got diagnosed. At every point that there's been some sign of possibility the door has always closed; sometimes slowly, others slammed.
The people of this state slammed another door last night. They voted to keep the lowest possible minimum wage. If I could, I'd move, but that's not really an option. I'm pretty sure I won't be changing locations until I die. The entire state's a trap.
To every asshat that voted against helping others make a decent living, your malignant selves are destroying the thing you say you love. Talk about an abusive relationship.
Cya...
This article notes the FDA is allowing Gilead to proceed with an investigation into prescribing Yeztugo as a weekly, oral PrEP med. It's already approved as a bridge between normal PrEP medications & the long acting, injection of Yeztugo or lenacapavir.
If successful, it will be another option for prevention. Some people may want or not tolerate the long acting injections for PrEP. For them, oral meds may remain the better option. Still, weekly means 52 doses not 365. That's over 300 less pills & chances to miss the dose.
This was a good article, give it a read. Take care.
Cya...
