June has been a lackluster month again. It could've easily passed April with the rain, storms & gloom. I guess sunny Junes are a thing of the past. I wonder how wedding traditionalists feel about that. A July wedding it is then.
We've got shopping & that's about it today. I'm glad. It's hard to get motivated to do anything with this dreary weather.
That's all, take care.
Cya...
The night before last night, right before I was getting ready for bed, there were skunks outside. There was that smell & it was intense. This time though, it made me nauseous & give me a headache.
I spent a lot of yesterday with migraine like symptoms, minus the migraine. Sounds, smells, lights were all much intense than they should've been. Things were fading until about 5 or so. Then the lawn guy showed & mowed. The noise & smell pushed me right back into it. Then the nausea & headache were back & watery eyes were an add-on.
Hopefully today is skunk-free & my head can clear out. That's all for now, take care,
Cya...
If I could rewrite this story, I'd end it on the night I graduated with my doctorate. That was the last high point I had & even that wasn't great. I knew I didn't have anything lined up after. It's been downhill since & that was decades ago. If I'd died then, there would've been some accomplishment, acknowledgement. It wouldn't have devolved into the crapfest of failure it became.
I'd definitely ended it before I moved here. That was a horrible decision. I wouldn't have made it into the 2000's & got diagnosed. At every point that there's been some sign of possibility the door has always closed; sometimes slowly, others slammed.
The people of this state slammed another door last night. They voted to keep the lowest possible minimum wage. If I could, I'd move, but that's not really an option. I'm pretty sure I won't be changing locations until I die. The entire state's a trap.
To every asshat that voted against helping others make a decent living, your malignant selves are destroying the thing you say you love. Talk about an abusive relationship.
Cya...
This article notes the FDA is allowing Gilead to proceed with an investigation into prescribing Yeztugo as a weekly, oral PrEP med. It's already approved as a bridge between normal PrEP medications & the long acting, injection of Yeztugo or lenacapavir.
If successful, it will be another option for prevention. Some people may want or not tolerate the long acting injections for PrEP. For them, oral meds may remain the better option. Still, weekly means 52 doses not 365. That's over 300 less pills & chances to miss the dose.
This was a good article, give it a read. Take care.
Cya...
A notable Yoda quote is, “No! Try not. Do. Or do not. There is no try.” The implied meaning is that saying you'll try is creating a built-in plan for accepting failing as an outcome. I get what is meant here, but I still call BS. There are people that go into things with everything intent on "doing" but don't succeed. They're efforts ended in failure & they will have to decide whether of not to "try" again.
Like it or not, failure is always an option. No matter how much plan, how hard you push, how much you want; you can still fail. That isn't, "do not." That's a failed attempt.
I find this approach almost as awful as being toxically positive. There's a near aggressive mindset to this philosophy, that if you fail it's always on you. You didn't push hard enough, plan well, believe, have faith, cross your fingers or some other nonsense. Sometimes you fail no matter what. They say what comes next is the important part. But sometimes there's just not enough left to push again.
I never liked that muppet.
Cya...
It poured over an inch more rain last night. We're near, if not over double the monthly rainfall. That left this morning dark & hazy. I doubt there will be any sunlight today, just a harsh glare through the clouds. Upside to this, is the temperature should be lower.
Not much going on here. I've somehow hurt my left hand. It was sore most of yesterday. It's still a little sore this morning. Hopefully, this will calm down. I really don't need another health issue.
That's it for this morning. Take care.
Cya...
Another June is being wasted by damned clouds & storms. This morning has been aggressively hazy. The neighbors were loud this morning & the humidity is still high. It's supposed to storm more tonight. Like we needed that.
June 2026, you are sucking. When did this month become nearly the darkest of year? There's more light later in the day, but most of it is still dreary.
Besides waking achy & dehydrated, that's my gripe for this morning. Take care.
Cya..
