Less...

 

For the last several years, somethings, mainly actions by conservative asshats, have caused turmoil in the medical world.  That's especially true with matter dealing in anyway with sex; reproduction, HIV, general testing. These horrible people have continuously attacked these areas & weakened them a great deal.  With that, most articles have focused on these things & not actual medicine.  This current texas judge bastard's decision could wind up being devastating in ways people may never have seen coming.  I hope  he & his dies soon.  That's the nicest thing I can say about them.

So for now, there are lot less useful articles.  There's nothing I can do about that.  I'll catch them when I can. 

Cya...

Last Sunday...

 

It's the last Sunday in August.  Next Wednesday, I'll be a year older.  Last year, I had a sedate  birthday dinner out & thought by next year this COVID crap will be handled.   I was wrong.

My birthday has always been a source of contention between myself & everything else.  The number  of good birthdays I've had aren't that many.  Quite often, I just let them slide by without any fanfare, because it  was easier on me.  Otherwise there would've been drama & disappointment.  I'm tired of both.  I'd  rather not have a birthday than have another crappy so-so thing I should be thankful for.  I'm grateful for  very little these days & most of what I am thankful for has to do with me & not others.  

With the Delta variant spreading, any possible birthday plans are a bust.  I seriously hope every purposely unvaccinated adult in the world gets this & dies by Winter.  That'd be an awesome birthday present.   Then maybe next year I could actually have a decent birthday.  F@#K! the world is my opinion at this time.  Most of you are too stupid to come out of the rain.   Let it all burn, I'm too exhausted & over it  to care.

Cya...

Last Week...

 

It's the last week of August.  It's also the last week of me being this age.  I'm so f'ing pissed off.  Because of all the asshats that refuse to handle COVID  properly I'm having another fucked up year.   Thanks to COVID, there aren't any movies out I want to see.  Even if  there were, I don't know if it'd be worth it.  I don't  want to pick up food from a restaurant.  I'm tired of  takeout or eating in the damned car.  I understand  why we have to, but I hate it.  Once this crap is passed, so is my constantly f'ing eating takeout & or in the car. 

To all you assholes out there that refuse to do your part to end COVID,  thanks so damned much for  ruining a good chunk of my life.  Now if you'd just go & F'ing die, I'd really love it.   Thanks to you another year will be ruined, so just kill yourselves already.  Nobody will really care anyway.

I'm done for now, but this rant is far from over.  To  every anti-vaxxer, may you slide down a rusty razor into the filth pit of an afterlife you deserve.  For everyone else, take care & try to be safe.

Cya...

Florida...

 

I had an uncle who lived in Orlando.  When I was younger, I loved going there.  Florida was so different than Oklahoma.  It  had beaches, places to see wildlife we didn't have & of course Disney World.  I loved that  place  as a kid.   I don't know if I was too young to see the real Florida or if the state  did a hateful pivot when I got older.  Now they're like an angrier, more billegerant Oklahoma turned up to 11.  

They have Oklahoma's worst traits amplified; bad weather, humidity,  hateful republicans, angry religious people, backwards policies, etc...  The beaches have  gone to seed due  to  pollution & climate change.  The theme parks are too expensive.  I'm over my fascination with their wildlife.  It may be the worst state to be HIV+.  It's among the worse for COVID.  It's probably all going to be underwater  in 20 years.

Radically, conservative christians & republicans have slaughtered the dream of Florida.  Then replaced it with a nightmare reality.  Every radical republican & religious nut should be forced to march them & never leave.  It's no surprise hateful politicians, TV slobs & rappers love the place.

Sometimes I wish Disney was wrong & it wasn't a small world.  I'd really like more space between those people & myself.  Take care.

Cya...