It's Halloween & I really hope it's a good night for everyone. I really tried to care about this, but I'm just too spent on everything else. This month has been hard & November's not looking any easier.
As much I wish scares, thrills & candy to everyone, I just want this to be over. I'm really over being this tired & burned out on things. I'm just not seeing a fix.
Goodbye October.
Take care.
Cya...
It should be a do nothing day. We need that. This last month has been busy & stressful. We'll have to deal with the car again on Monday. I hope this new place can figure out what's going on with it. Other than the car, finishing bills & errands is all we have planned for the week.
Take care.
Cya...
OK October, I'm already not happy about the 'Ber months being here. Then your predecessor was awful, busy & expensive. Things from last month are still playing out. We don't need anymore agita for some time. So hold the drama.
The car's at the mechanic. Not sure if this something new or the same old game with new twists. Hopefully we'll find out in a bit. I need to get around. Take care.
Cya...
This is the last Sunday of October. Halloween is almost here & to be honest, I don't really care. I hate that. This used to be my favorite holiday.
So much of what I enjoyed is gone & what's left I can't muster much excitement for. I should've never stayed long enough to see this. I wonder whose sick joke it was for me to live this long. Hell, it was probably mine. Another plan that backfired.
It's hazy again this morning & I don't feel well. I spent most of yesterday tired, achey & just feeling off. I thought sleep might help, but it didn't.
The light is almost gone & this is the last week before the hellish time change. I'll lose an hour of light, just some morning asshats can have it. Sunset next Sunday will be 5:41. I hope that hour of morning light brings those damn morning people misery.
The dread is hear. I don't know how well I'll fare this year. The Summer was weak & frustrating. I don't have high hopes for the dark seasons this time around. It's really hard to be this exhausted & out of it all the time & the season's just beginning.
That's all for now. Take care.
Cya...
It was another chilly night, but not cold. After tonight, the temps should warm back up into the 50s overnight. That will make a difference in sleeping.
It's bright this morning & I slept better. I don't want to get used to this. In a little bit that stupid time change will happen. Then it'll all start over.
I hate this time of the year. Everything's faded & browned. The only vibrance out there is on some birds & evergreens. I already miss the butterflies & lightning bugs. I wish I'd seem more dragons this Summer. I only saw 3 hummers. 1 of those was at McDonald's on a some orange & pink flowers.
This was not an easy Summer & never felt like I got what I needed out of it. Now, Fall's here & I already feel like I'm running on fumes. I didn't need this year.
That's all for now, take care.
Cya...
A new month is here, please be better than Sucktember. Of course the 1st week is a bit busy with bills & the like. It's a bright morning, a good way to start a month. It'd be really nice if this was an easy month.
I didn't notice much in articles. It's mostly the same old song. It's alway, everyone needs to do more & be more understanding. This could've been much further along if certain companies didn't value profits over health. Then there's the ideologues, who use their war on Gays, ethnic groups & HIV to further their social agenda. HIV isn't going anywhere as long as it's good resource for the wrong kind of people.
That's all for now, again, Hello October.
Cya...
Just 4 things.
1st & foremost. Happy Halloween everyone. I hope the day is bountiful for you. Whether you lean towards All Hallow's Eve or Samhain, may the holiday be rewarding.
2nd, Goodbye October, you weren't fun.
3rd, I met with my new medical provider & everything seems settled. I hope the drama over this matter is done. Now, I just have notify my specialist.
4th, It's frigid. I dislike anything under the 60s. I hate anything under the 40's. We were in the 20's last night, so I wasn't warm or happy.
That's all for now take.
Cya...
The title says it all; it's rainy, it's dreary, it's Sunday. The last weekend of the month has sucked. I'm glad I'm not some kid trick-or-treating Tuesday. It's going to be cold & wet. Not good weather for it. I still would've gone though.
The month's ending. I have an appointment tomorrow. Then there will be the 1st of the month stuff. Hopefully, I can put all this medical provider drama to bed finally.
That's all for now. Take care.
Cya...
It's the last Friday of the month. October is nearly over. I have an appointment with a new medical provider on Monday. If this works, then I will have made up for both of the appointments that cancelled on me earlier in the month. I hope this goes well.
Today's a bit of a nerve trap for us. The last few weeks have hidden bombs in them. They've gone off midweek to Friday. The last 2 were on Friday. We don't need any repeats or drama. October has been crappy enough already. Save it, I'm sure November will want it's share of awfulness as well.
Take care.
Cya...
The end of October & start of the holiday are both being dismal. It's less than a week until Halloween & I've seen few suggestions it's near. Other than stuff on Facebook; there've been few decorations, signs at the stores or even TV commercials. There's less every year. I'm not the biggest holiday person, but it's nice to see the decorations.
The month will end in a week of dark, wet & cold BS. I hate the dark of the year. It's not really dark, it's soggy browns & dirty greys. It's easier just to accept this is how 2023 is going to be. It's been a disaster year. This may be the worst year so far, but little of the 2000s has been desirable.
That's all for now. Take care.
Cya...
Blogger's acting a little weird this morning. I can't tell if they're changing it some or if it's just glitching. Anyway, it's working well enough.
This is the last week of October. We're closing out the 10th month of 2023. After next week, we're fully in the holiday season, oh joy. 2 Sunday's from now, the time change will happen. Then it'll be even darker. We could have our 1st dip near freezing by early next week. That's going to suck, considering we should hit 82 today. I hate weather shifts like this & I'm not fond of the time change BS.
That's all for now. We have to deal with trash & some errands. Other than that, it should be a nothing day.
Take care.
Cya...
Things around here have been going well enough for now. I'm not saying they've been perfect, but there hasn't been any major drama since last Thursday. That was due to our cat being a dick.
But from Friday on, there have been some issues, but nothing major. I called to confirm my dental appointment for tomorrow. We'll need to handle somethings today, that'd normally be done tomorrow. The van needs an oil change.
I started the final push to change doctors yesterday. I asked for a last refill from them & for my records to be sent. So far, things seem to be in order. We'll see. I've done what I can & that will have to be enough.
We're had our 1st chill down here. It isn't welcome. But it is mid October & Halloween's just 2 weeks off.
Take care.
Cya...
I think October has every intention of being as crappy as the rest of the year. Every time something is barely settled other crap comes flying down to pike. I got a new, much sooner dental appointment yesterday. But now, the crap storm is aiming at my roomie. It's stuff aimed her, me & house matters. Welcome to 2023, the year of stupid stress. Oh yeah, there won't be any good diversions, because everyone will be on strike.
That's all for now. Just SOS.
Cya...
October's here & that means the crappy months of darkness are coming. The holiday season is upon us. There'll be seasonal things that need done soon. The fans will go off, the windows will close & it'll be dark. I have no use for this time of year. I've always wished I could just sleep from September to March. I hate the dark, the cold & the holidays don't offer much joy.
I'd say I wished for a good month, but I have no hope that will happen. It's starting with baggage from the previous month. With a little luck, that'll be handled as soon as possible. No year in this "new" millennium has been easy for me. However, 2023, has chosen to be the most difficult time so far. It's been a crapfest from start to this far in. I doubt it'll change. If 2023 was a person, I'd wish someone would shoot it.
That's it for now. Greetings October. Try to be a good month, not some rebranded version of the rest of the year.
Cya...
Friday's here & the month is almost over. I'm beginning to really remember why I didn't like the holiday season. October wasn't physically as hard as the rest of the year, but it wasn't a kind month. In fact it was a lot of crap piling up on top of previous month's worth of crap. It's been way too much this year. There's been too little down time & very little that was pleasant.
Beyond being a physically, financially & emotionally difficult year. It's been the year of the flake. I've lost track of how many times something or someone's flaked out on us. It was almost always avoidable drama & stress. Still, it happened often.
October has been an expensive, stressful & flaky month. It won't be missed.
Cya...
This month has been a bit much. We went looking for a couch yesterday. Both places we went have closed since the last time we were there. I"m not sure what the next step will be, but for now it needs to be a pause. Just too much has been going on & ongoing. I probably shouldn't be this tired, but I am. Oh well, best laid plans & all that.
That's all for now. I have no plans for today beyond a shower & some cooking. Maybe I can get through that without anything screwing up.
Take care,
Cya...
