Summer Ending...

 

September is halfway over.  There's less than a week left of Summer.   This wasn't a great Summer, but still there was some light.  Now, it'll just get dark, damp, dismal & cold.  There's nothing about this time of year I really enjoy anymore.  Well, not enough to endure the rest of it.  I don't hate the holidays anymore, but I could live without them.  

A lot of people are cheering for Autumn to arrive.  If people want darkness, they can use blackout drapes.  No amount of artificial light really makes up for real sunlight.  From those of us dealing with SAD, screw the darkness & semi light.

The thing is, I'm fine at night.  I just hate the grey days.  My body never really wakes up & my eyes never focus.   If I could, I'd be like those people that travel with the sun all year round.  It sounds better than being stuck in the dark.

Here's to the last of Summer.  

Cya...

Last April Friday...

 

It's an OK morning, but not great.  I'm still not waking up well. The forecast is showing chances of thunderstorms from here until mid May.  I know we need rain, but this month, this year so far, has been exhausting.  Maybe there just aren't many good days really left.  It feels that way sometimes.

We have to go shopping.  Other than,  we don't have anything planned.  Take care.

Cya...

6 Left..

 

Counting today, there are only 6 Saturday's left in 2021.   Thanksgiving is this week. I have the food bought.  But it'll mostly be a different dinner for us more than a holiday meal.  Due to COVID & other matters, what little holiday traditions held by those near me have eroded.  I bet a lot of people are finding that stepping away from things is a lot easier than stepping back into them.  

Normally by this time, I'd be hoping the upcoming season would be nice & the new year would bear the proverbial good tidings.  I'm not this year.  Part of me just isn't really registering the time of the year.   Another part has just given up good years.  I'm not overly depressed.  I'm just tired of having expectations that never come to be.

For those of you celebrating the holidays, I hope they go well for you.  Just don't expect 2022 to be better.  Everything crappy since 2019 is still hanging on with death grip.  

I have a doctor's appointment Monday morning, then thanksgiving & that's about it for November.  Take care.

Cya...

Hopefully Less...

I got through yesterday & I hope today has far less agita & irritants.   The day wasn't horrible & nothing huge went sideways.   Still, it was a laundry list of tiny annoyances parading through the day.   It was a tiring & obnoxious day that ended with our yard getting mowed & setting off my allergies for the night.  

OK, last Friday of April, you weren't the greatest.  I hope this last Saturday can just be sort of blah & non-eventful.    Unless, it's really fun, I don't need anything much to happen today.  

Cya...

More Blahs...

We had to get out this morning & run some errands we forget to handle yesterday.   It was an easy outing, but I feel like crap this morning.  I'm already spent.   We have to go out again tomorrow, so I'm not planning on much today.   I'm glad the skies are bright finally.   They've been overcast for days.  The grey will probably be back soon, but for now, it's nice.

Cya...

Another August Tuesday...

It's another Tuesday & nothing much is happening.  It's heating up again.  The AC may come on in a bit.  It's more humid than it is hot.  That sucks.   I really don't have much to post about today & I'm fairly blahed out due to the weather. 

I hope people are staying comfortable & safe.   Take care. 

Cya...

Just 3 More Mondays In 2015...

This year is slipping away.  I usually don't care that much or I'm actually kind of happy about it.  This year, I'm finding it a bit odd. I'm not sure why.   This hasn't been that hard of a year in most ways, but in others, it's been very tiring.  I don't think I did much this year.  

Maybe I'm letting the season get to me again. Maybe it's the thyroid thing.  I'm not really down or even anxious.  It's just like there's this little buzz going on in the background.  Like some bad wire or an annoying fly.  It's not harming me or threatening, it's just a pestering thing.

I wish I had the finances to live some place like Hawaii.   I think I'd like the year round temps &  more even light levels.   Maybe all these seasonal things would be less bothersome.  I wouldn't miss the cold or snow.  

This hasn't been a bad season  so far.  For the most part I've done fairly well with it. I just don't really seem to care about it that much.  I'm just finding the matter sort of blah.  I guess blah is better than hating it like I used to.

Here's hoping your season goes well.

Cya...

Thanksgiving 2014...

It's here.  I'm sorta blah about the whole matter.  Not bah humbug, but definitely not overly concerned with the matter.   The food's made & I'll enjoy eating, but otherwise I'm just wah wah on the matter.

My roomie has left for her family event.  We're supposed to go somewhere Saturday.  That could be nice.  

I may not be in my old seasonal hum buggery, but at least that had some commitment.  This feeling is just scattered & removed.  Maybe its the weather or the light levels?

Any way, ignore my yuckiness right now.  Have a great holiday & travel safe.

Cya...

Feeling Off....

I'm not sure if its the weather, allergies or what, but I feel fairly crappy today.  The pressure in my head isn't letting up at all.   My body is stiff.  It's very hard to focus right now.   I think I'm just going to look a little bit of stuff & then lay down for a while.   Hopefully, I'll feel better tomorrow.  At least we got some errands ran this morning.

Cya....

Yick & Yuck...

I look out my window & I see spots of leftover snow covering a mushy brown yard.  The sky is still overcast, the air is wet & it's just an unpleasant day.    Days like these don't motivate me to do much of anything  except crawl back in bed.  

Neither my roomie or me are feeling 100%.  This season has done a number on us physically & emotionally.  The cats are finding covers to burrow themselves into.  They're only coming out for the essentials; food, water, litterbox, etc...

At least it's slightly warmer today.  I can stop having the faucets drip for a while.  My hands are doing somewhat better.  But all this time with heaters is giving me nosebleeds.   I guess there's always a trade off.  Oh well, just the rest of February & some of March to get through & then things will be moving on to Spring.

Cya...

2nd Saturday...

We're well into October & the month has been a bit topsy turvy weather wise.  It rained last night.  The allergens are still high.  We'll probably need at least 1 more lawn mowing.  

This up & down thing isn't fun for my sinuses or the rest of me.  The weather's leaving me very stiff & stuffy.  I'm hoping last night's rain will calm the allergy crap down some.   It'd be nice.

We have nothing to do but some cleaning & cooking to do today.  It'll be fairly low key for us.  Yay!   None of us are feeling that great, not even the cats.  I may like Fall, but it doesn't always like me.

Cya...

Sluggish...

Have a lot to do today.  Unfortunately everything seems to be running in slow mo.  I have errands & shopping to do.  Then  there are some chores to catch up on back at the house. 

The weather shift is still messing with me.  I'm not feeling that great & there's a bit I need to get done today.  I'll be so glad when mowing weather is gone.  I've heard a lot of mowing lately & I hate that noise.   It doesn't help the neighbor's been working on his house for months now. Power saws are actually worse then lawn mowers for noise.

Hopefully, things will mellow out over the weekend & I'll start feeling better.

Cya...

Same Old...

For the last week, all I've seen in the articles is coverage over porn stars & people purposely spreading HIV.  Neither of which I want to cover, least ways not again.   Big surprise, a porn star's luck ran out & she contracted HIV.  Not meaning to be callous, but the odds were against her & anyone else in that business.  Being in porn is playing Russian Roulette.  Then there's the line of sick people who want to make everyone else +, just because.

As I said, same old crap.  Not much going on in my life either.  Which I guess is good.   There could be a lot of bad stuff going on instead of nada.  Sometimes nothing is definitely better than something.

Until next time.

Cya...

Nada...

Not much going this morning.  The heat & pollen are high & are supposed to get higher.  I spent a large part of yesterday dealing with an off & on nosebleed.   I'm bad about getting them during allergy/fad season.  

My roomie's out for a bit I'm just surfing the web.  Not much of any in article-land I want to go over.  Other than the heat & sneezing, it's looking like a good day.

Cya...

Getting Back...

Hopefully some of the local crud will calm down for a bit.  I'm feeling a bit better today.  Not having a great time with the net though.  It comes & goes, mostly stays gone on Facebook.  

We're apparently in the process of gaining new neighbors.  Oh joy!  Maybe the house can burn down before then.  It's done it once already.   So far everyone that's come to the house across the street looks fairly undesirable.   It seems whoever owns the house wants to rent it to loud people.  

Most of the articles I've been coming across lately have been about foreign matters.  Not that those things are unimportant, but I mostly don't discuss them unless they'll have some impact on my area.

It's Memorial Day weekend here in the US.  I hope everyone is enjoying it.  To me, it just means another day the mail won't run.  I'm so festive & supportive.

Cya...

Still Blah, But I Have Videos

The weather is still crapping out here today.  Not sure how long it's going to last, but I hope it goes away soon.  I feel very lethargic & disinterested in most things.  This isn't a good scene for me .  Not much to write about today.  This atmospheric crap plays hell with my coughing & aches.  I feel twice my age & like I never stopped smoking.  I feel that when I don't have anything good to say I should probably look & see if I have anything informative to say & if not I'll move on to the next thing.

So, this is me moving on to the next thing...

This is a song I heard a couple of seasons ago on CSI & have never managed to track down.  Love the song.

A video I like.

I'll end with a woman I love.  Joan is the bomb.  Here's to a great song.

Hope these songs will help you get who I am & put you in a happy place.