This is the last Sunday of October. Halloween is almost here & to be honest, I don't really care. I hate that. This used to be my favorite holiday.
So much of what I enjoyed is gone & what's left I can't muster much excitement for. I should've never stayed long enough to see this. I wonder whose sick joke it was for me to live this long. Hell, it was probably mine. Another plan that backfired.
It's hazy again this morning & I don't feel well. I spent most of yesterday tired, achey & just feeling off. I thought sleep might help, but it didn't.
The light is almost gone & this is the last week before the hellish time change. I'll lose an hour of light, just some morning asshats can have it. Sunset next Sunday will be 5:41. I hope that hour of morning light brings those damn morning people misery.
The dread is hear. I don't know how well I'll fare this year. The Summer was weak & frustrating. I don't have high hopes for the dark seasons this time around. It's really hard to be this exhausted & out of it all the time & the season's just beginning.
That's all for now. Take care.
Cya...
