Not As Planned...

 

We had a wasted outing yesterday.  It wouldn't have mattered except it was hot & my roomie wasn't feeling well.  We were supposed to drop off the van at the mechanic & come back to get it this afternoon.  Things didn't work out that way.  Someone there, double booked their day & my appointment got pushed back until next week.   So, wait & repeat next Tuesday.

These Tuesday outings are really throwing off my week.  Since we normally do things on Wednesday, I was off a day all last week.  Probably will be again.

That's all for now, take care.

Cya...

Just Not...

 

For those celebrating, Happy Thanksgiving.  For everyone else, I hope you have a good day.  I'm not excelling at this holiday.  I tried, but I'm not thankful for much.  I have very little that isn't constantly challenging me & no I am not thankful for that.  I definitely did not need another cat, but I can't find anyone to take it.  Everyday seems to be a little reminder of how little I can actually do for myself or anyone else.  On top of that, people who should be there at least for my roomie, never seem to be when they're needed.   

As if I wasn't already in a crappy place, the town posted this morning, there won't be a trash pick up.  They could've done this anytime during the week.  But they waited until most people already had their trash taken to the curb.  That had to be hauled back.

I'll get the food together, but to hell with being thankful.  To everyone out there that has or would've helped me, thank you.  To everyone else, may you find the same as give.

Happy Food Day, not thankful.  Take care.

Cya...

Off Schedule...

 

Due to holiday mail & my telemedicine appointment, this week will go a little different.   We couldn't handle things on Monday & I'll be busy tomorrow, so today's the day.  There's not much to do, it's just not happening when it normally would.  I hate Monday holidays that screw with the mail.

Take care.

Cya...

August Bills Start...

 

It's hot & I need to get cleaned up.  There might have been an article but I didn't get to see past the paywall.  It's going to hot again today, but it's not supposed to be as hot as yesterday.  After that it's supposed to slowly cool down some.  

We need to go out in a bit & handle 1st of the month stuff.  It looks like Netflix is going to be a pain on the way out.  They've messed up a lot over the last several deliveries.  I suppose it could've been the mail.  But the mail generally only screws up every once in a while, not this frequently.

That's it for now, take care.

Cya...

Bad Evening...

 

I didn't wake to a good morning yesterday.  Most of the day plateaued into a state of grey ugh.  Then evening came & it fell apart.  A series of stupid, frustrating crap began & wouldn't stop.   No specific incident was big & awful, but they wouldn't stop & none of our plans to deal with them were working.  We finally came up with something, but it took hours.  I went to bed stressed & strung out.  

It's grey again this morning & we have plans for the week ahead.  I'm really hoping they go off without any big hitches.  I just can't deal with much more.  

It looks like the scant holiday plans we had fell through again.  I think I'm done with that.  If something's going to happen then ask me after everyone else's shit is together.  Before that, leave me out of it.  The holidays are back to just being a bother.

Cya...

Worn Out...

 

My health, the stress levels, the changing light levels; something or everything is wearing me down.  Lately, I've been seriously dragging.  It doesn't help that  everything keeps dumping more crap into my life & expecting more out of me.  I'm passed tired again.

Some people look at mornings as a promise.  To me, they are a promise.  It's another chance for life to screw something up.

Cya...

No, Just No...

 

I knew yesterday was going to be a little busy.  We had the 1st of the month bill stuff starting & shopping.  We got started a little bit.  That was a the only thing we were responsible for the rest of the day.  The day turned out to be a series of stupid, unnecessary, avoidable annoyances & inconveniences.   

As I said the late start was the only thing on us.  Maybe the thought that things would just go as they should have, as they usually do, was just too arrogant of us.  

We thought once we were home, we'd be done with the mess.  Not at all.  Because of the flighty, indulgent nature of another person, a plan for later in the week got screwed.  Nothing we had going was big, difficult or demanding.  Still these things got bombed.  The day was stressed & filled with efforts to correct other people's fuckery.  I hate having to fix other people's stupid problems.

Oh well, it's a new day.  So far, so good.  Don't screw up Tuesday.  Take  care.

Cya...

Start The Month...

 

We've got to handle 1st of the month stuff when we go out shopping.  I still have to get cleaned up so we can get out of here.  It would've been an alright morning if  Windows hadn't screwed it up with another botched update.  Microsoft you suck.

I wasted too much time on the updates to get a decent post out this morning.  Maybe tomorrow.  Take care.

Cya..

Not Great...

 

I'm not having a great morning.  I generally don't anymore.   Ever since I began recovering from being out of the hospital at the beginning of the year I've been dealing with other people's BS.  Some of it's mine, but mostly others.  People have been stressed, fraxious & difficult.  I'm done with it.  I can't even have a moment to tend to my own needs without being exposed to other peoples'.  

My computer is still a mess & will have to be replaced.  I hate that process.  The tool I ordered for the yard is still lost in limbo & no one's certain about it.  I wish they'd just give up & refund it.  The yard help "may" be happening.  The weather is weird.  The light's not great.  I need to get labs drawn.

Add to this, the lingering election crap.  I'm done.  I can't care about any more of it.  I haven't been able to come down since March.   Between COVID & this election, people have used up my last bits of strength.   I can't handle any more of anyone else's BS.  Not when no one's really helping with mine.  COVID is here & the election will be what it is.  Done.

Cya...

Issues & Shopping...

 

I didn't find any articles this morning.  I did find that Windows updates are still screwing with me.  This will be brief.  I need to get cleaned up & then go shopping.  The sun finally came out & that helps.  I don't need crap adding to my mornings.  They're usually bad enough for me as it is.

Take care.

Cya...

Expected...

The heat returned yesterday, but it is Summer.   It was nice to have some light again, but it's already fading into Fall.   This Summer has sucked.

I will probably have to have a redraw on a lab test.  I had them drawn on the 3rd, but a test hasn't shown up yet.  I call tomorrow & see if it's just not posted or they screwed up again.  I hate it when this happens.  

Heat & incompetence have returned.  I guess I should have expected both of them.  It gets exhausting when everyone around insists on performing at stupidly poor levels.  

Cya...

Stress...

Windows did a feature update yesterday & they should just call it all day F'ery update.  It took forever & caused some serious issues.  I hate these updates.  They seldom, if ever, bring anything we use.  They just make things worse.

I'm still a little rattled from yesterday.    It wore me out.  I just needed a nothing morning & I got a crapfest thanks to Windows.   I slept well last night, but I'm still tired. Hopefully this morning will go better.  I need it.

Sorry so brief, take care.

Cya...

Pharma Screw Up Maybe...

I woke to an automated call from my pharmacy.  It told me, I was out of prescriptions.  My med bottle said I wasn't.  I called & supposedly it's handled.  I highly doubt that.   My doctor is still somewhat in question & may already be out for the holiday.  If I'd thought I'd need a refill order, I would've already handled it.  Thanks  for the holiday stress.  Like I needed that.

Cya...

Already Over It...

My roomie does some things for her best friend.  It requires her to go to Fort Smith at an ungodly hour.  It jacks up her day before, during & after.  But, hey it's for a friend.  So, she tries.

It'd be nice if there was a little more consideration on her friend's part.  That will NEVER happen.  Her friend is very self-oriented & only pays attention to anything when she absolutely has to, even then it's amazing when she does.  The problem is this screws with my roomie's schedule, which in some ways affects mine.  

Tomorrow will be the 1st time my roomie's gone over to help out in a while.  Still, already, her friend has screwed things up.  She forget to tell my roomie accurate times & it'll be several hours more & so sorry to F'up your life, but not really.  This woman is never sorry as long as she gets her way.  SUCH A DAMN BRAT.  She always has an excuse or out.  

We already had plans for the following day.  We'll probably still be able to pull them off, but it'll require some alterations on my part.  It'll be far more tiring on us.  But, hey, as long as Brat-Chick gets her damned way. All's good, right?  NO!

People need to learn that last minute changes are on them & not anyone else.  My roomie offered a solution, but no, her friend didn't like that idea.  It wasn't what she wanted.  It's OK if she screws up others lives, but don't you dare make her feel put upon.

I'm done ranting. Not at being irritated, but done ranting for now.    Some people need to seriously pull their heads out.

Cya...

Pharmacy Foul...

My day got rescheduled at almost 11 last night.   I get an email somewhere about then notifying my meds were going to show up today instead of on Monday like I'd scheduled.  I have to sign for them, so someone has to be home.   CVS can screw up anything.  I specifically asked for a "delivery on" date & not a "delivery by" date.  

To make matters worse they use UPS.  I hate UPS.  Life was a lot easier when they used FedEx.  FedEx always got to me before noon.  Asshat UPS can be here anytime from 8 AM to whenever.  I've seen them deliver in my neighborhood past 7 PM.  You can't schedule around that crap.   FedEx has always been the better option for me.  

So, I'm stuck at home all day.  I can't do anything.  My roomie has to get a ride from someone else.  All because CVS & UPS suck ass.

Cya...

Busy Morning....

My telemedicine appointment this morning went well enough.  I had a different doctor.   I wasn't happy about that, but I can adjust if it means I don't have to drive to Tulsa.

I  came home to yard mowing.  There went my sinuses.  At least it got done before we took out trash.  

I'm still trying to get this electric bill screw-up fixed.  I went back to the payment site after talking to the company on the phone.  I've called the electric company numerous times.  Hopefully, this will be resolved soon.  

I'm spent for at least most of the day.  I'll get food & stuff, but that's about it.  I'm done til tomorrow.

Cya...

Pharm Strike...

Got a bill notification from my pharmacy today.  It was too low.  They didn't put 1 of my meds on my order.   CVS  does it again.  I call to figure out which drug they left off.  It was my thyroid med.  They said they hadn't processed it when I made the order.   

The dosage was upped slightly & they allege they didn't have the necessary time to make the changes.  The dosage change was done several days before I placed my order & the representative told me it was ready to go.  That was on the 9th.  

In 6 days, they couldn't have called & told me this?  In 6 days they couldn't have corrected this & got it sent anyway?  I called.  It's supposed to be sent overnight.  It won't be in the same package, but should arrive on the same day.   I'll believe that when I see it.

Cya...

Rushed Morning...

Doing this early, I've got things to do today.  I have to call for another round with my pharmacy.  Go figure, CVS screwed up my order again.  I really wish they'd just call me when they know there's something off with my order, so I could have a chance to fix before it got to me.  This means half my order will be a few days late.  Jerks.  I also have an appointment with my dental hygienist for a cleaning.  I'm dreading this a little bit because all the changes that've been made in my dentist office.  Hopefully, there won't be any more.  I'm not sure how I'll feel about that or what my options will be.  

Have a good day.

Cya...

Appointment...

My doctor's appointment went as expected.  It was a a touch base type thing, nothing special.  Unfortunately. my pharmacy has struck again.  

My order was supposed to arrive February the 2nd via UPS.  Instead, the USPS tried to deliver it today while I was out.  I missed it, so I'll have to make a special trip to the post office to get it,  

As usual the pharmacy's screw up, but my problem.  This hasn't left me in the best of moods,   I blog more tomorrow.

Cya..

Medication Frustration ...

My pharmacy & doctor have clashed over my meds again.  I called my pharmacy to check on my order for Wednesday.   Good thing I did, there was an error.  

I have called them & waited on hold 3 times.  I had to go to my doctor's office.  I think I finally have this fixed.  I should not have to be screwing with this as much as I do.

I wish my pharmacy would let me do everything online.  It'd been so much more convenient than waiting on hold forever listening to stupid music & the same tips they've been pushing for years.

I'm not in the best of moods over this.  Shopping at Walmart this morning was more pleasant than trying yet again to fix another pharmacy error.  It'd be nice if a local drug store stocked my meds.

Cya...