I don't know if May will be any better, but I'm glad this is the last day of April 2022. This was not been a great month for me. I woke to the darkest morning of the year so far & it wasn't even raining. It was just cloud cover. April you were a very trying month & I'm ready to leave you behind.
That's all for now, take care.
Cya...
It's an OK morning, but not great. I'm still not waking up well. The forecast is showing chances of thunderstorms from here until mid May. I know we need rain, but this month, this year so far, has been exhausting. Maybe there just aren't many good days really left. It feels that way sometimes.
We have to go shopping. Other than, we don't have anything planned. Take care.
Cya...
I've posted about dealing with SAD before. For many the disorder can happen as soon as the light begins to lessen in early Fall. I can feel it then, sometimes the dread of it hits me in late Summer.
As bad as some Autumn & Winter days can be, for me the worst of it is early Spring. By this time, I'm spent from dealing with the dark of Winter. It should be getting lighter & warmer. All the silver linings have slipped & I just need sunshine. For the last few years March has been my hardest month. This year, April is almost over & I'm having some of my hardest days.
It's nearly May & most mornings have still been dreary. The 1st month of Spring has passed & I still haven't cleared out all the Winter stuff. My desk & the floors are still chilly to the touch. I used to face dealing with SAD about a quarter of the year. This year it's been over half. It's exhausting. Add this to every other stressor & at times, it's too much. Spring has become the hardest time of the year for me.
Cya...
It's bright this morning & so far nothing's been a problem. Last night was chilly. The forecast says those nights are over, but it's said that before. We don't have much planned other than taking out trash & running some errands.
I've been seeing articles again about people having sex without revealing their HIV status to their partners. Some states have moved to decriminalize this. If you aren't mature enough to reveal the reality of your situation to your partner, you probably shouldn't be having sex with other people.
That's about it for now. Take care.
Cya...
I hate buying things. I may have the worst consistent state of buyer's remorse, I've ever known. Purchases of note are always a source of dread. It won't work, it's not was needed or it's not was expected. The worst is that something happens that I won't have the funds for after the purchase.
Mornings are my biggest source of buyer's remorse. Getting out of bed is like buying the day. This seldom works out in my favor. Oh it's a good morning but the weather's crap. You could actually slept in, but something needs handled. It's a bright morning, too bad Windows has umpteen updates that will all screw up & take too long.
Mornings suck. I wish I could just skip waking up. It never goes well for me. This is the reason some of us hate mornings. BTW, perky, happy, smiley morning people should be strung up. To hell with your morning happiness, Bah the F' Humbug on you & yours for having the indecency to be a morning person.
Good day.
Cya...
Take care.
Cya...
Storms have left everything dark & rumbly. There are flood warnings in our area. I'm not sure what to expect from the weather today. I'll make this short. I still need to shower & deal with trash before I get breakfast. Hopefully the storms won't be bad. I don't want to lose power or the net.
That's all for now, take care.
Cya...
