Spring is supposed to be about renewal. I'm not seeing that. It's all just the same old, same old & sliding into worse. To be supportive, I have to let myself believe something isn't just possible, but at least somewhat feasible. The same patterns have played out again & now the slide has happened. It's nothing new & I can only focus on myself for being complicit by trying to be encouraging. That's on me.
It's a couple of steps forward & then years backward. I just need to accept, this is the best it's going to be & things probably only get worse from here out. I'm not angry at anyone but myself, just a little disappointed.
So much for happy renewal. It's just the same muddy, BS trenches. I should've known.
Cya...
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