2026 is turning out to be a bad year for me. 2025 was hard & it crashed into this year. The expenses kept coming. It's stayed dark & dreary. Very little is moving along like it should. Everything is just trying.
It's June & it's still dark. Things that should've been settled months, perhaps years ago, are still ongoing. New crap keeps popping up. I can only juggle so much.
The 1st week of June has been rough. I've been in panicky, anxious & mad. It's looking like another dark Summer. I've spent a couple of days so wound up, I thought was going to be sick. I never was, but the queasiness & nerves just wouldn't settle down.
I've been diagnosed with HIV, had pneumonia, COVID, a stroke, etc... But so far this year has feels like it belongs in the top 3 of my worst years of the 2000s. What's bad is, I know it could get worse. I'm just trying to get through this & I'm not doing that very well.
Take care.
Cya...
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