We'd already exceeded our rainfall averages before & all this is just extra. It's not a flood worry, even now our totals for the month are in the 4" range. A little over an inch higher than expected. It's supposed to rain more during the remainder of the month, so it's likely will be 2"+ over the average. It's also been oddly cool. Today is supposed to be in the low 80's & nothing over the mid 90s is in the forecast for the next 15 days. Of course that could change, hopefully it won't.
The post procedure realization I posted about yesterday may be something I never really get passed. It'd be nice, but I'm not sure it will happen. That may have been 1 of the only times I've ever known what it was to be that calm & peaceful. I really wish I hadn't, to be there & then not was really hard. It may have been the cruelest thing I've done to myself. Every defense I had was down & then the world came rushing back.
I wonder if some people actually know that level of peaceful calm in their lives. I bet if they do, they can't be around others much. Talk about bringing a person down.
Cya...
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