I didn't have high hopes for anything, but I thought maybe I could get a single good day to start the month. I'm not sure why I had such expectations, I don't get those things anymore. November started off with carry over BS, things breaking, needs for my attention to do things & people in poor, snappy moods.
I just needed a day without crap, especially new crap, even if it was potentially a good thing. I just needed a day. I'm back to dreading mornings. I have no idea what's lurking out there. What's going to break, need something or snap. This has been going on for a long time now. I'm just about to retreat to my room, close the door & not come out. Let everything & everyone else fix their own shit. I can barely handle mine, some times, not even that.
My rant is over for a bit, but the crap will keep coming. Oh well, a good month would've been nice. I guess that's why I didn't get it.
Cya...
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