The 2nd day of 2026 has showed up grey & dismal. It's working it's way into a light, hazy morning. Today is the last day of my 25th year of being HIV+ & also the end of this blog's year. I didn't accomplish much, if anything this year. I was there when some things happened, but not much beyond that. I have a new dentist, but I didn't have any choice in that. No matter what I was going to have a new dentist. I miss the old place, it was nice. I'd been there quite a while.
Other than exist & see some movies, I haven't done much for myself. I'm not sure what I could or would even want to do anymore. I may have helped other people & some cats since my diagnosis, but my life has been on a fractious pause since that day in the ER. My physical health is somewhat better than then, but not much else. I just stayed stressed & standby as other entities make decisions about my life. Anything I could try, would probably cause me lose what little I do have. I can't afford that.
Sometimes, going to the ER that day is my biggest regret. I may be alive, but I'm not really living. Here's hoping 2026 doesn't screw things over any worse for me or mine.
Sorry for the bleak 2nd day.
Cya...
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