High levels of anxiety are overwhelming & immediately exhausting. People can understand that. But when you're dealing with chronic illness, SAD or other life affecting matters that seemingly won't end, they can be just as problematic.
I've been trying to get passed the proverbial Winter blues for some time, but they're still here. March & April were both fairly rough months. May hasn't been as rough, but the darkness has lingered. Storms & clouds are in the forecast until the start of June.
A solid week of light would do wonders for me. Instead it's mostly just haze, drear & darkness. That is when it's not storming. At some point with SAD & the anxiousness that comes with it, you feel like you're sort of buzzing from stress of it. The whole things is frustrating & exhausting. If the damn clouds would just roll out.
At least it's keeping the temps down. But these conditions are also adding to the pollen, bugs, drear & need for mowing. A muggy 86° is far worse than a dry 92°.
That's it for now. We have to go shopping for the weekend. Take care.
Cya...
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