There was an "Of Course" moment yesterday. I went to turn on the AC for the 1st time & it didn't turn on. I figured somehow it had come unplugged. I was sort of right. At some point, the kitten knocked some heavy stuff off a shelf & broke the AC plug. Now we have to wait & see if the power cord can be replaced or if we have to get a new AC.
I know I should've already tried it, but I can't keep up with everything on my own. I just can't. Most of the time I'm too scattered & exhausted to keep with much anymore. I've spent a lot of the last few years overwhelmed, fatigued & anxious. There always seems to be something going on with everyone & everything else. It somehow always takes priority & I don't get better. I'm tired & sometimes I just can't. Then things slip through, because I'm usually the only person holding the proverbial bag.
I'm tired & I'm getting angry. But everything & everyone else always has their reasons why that it's dumped in my corner. Another thing to try to tend to. I can't anymore
Cya...
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