It's getting Summer warm. I'm nervous about a lot of stuff right now, especially the internet. I spent all of yesterday wondering when it would drop again. I still am.
We've been out with my roomie's family the last couple of nights. I'm not close to them, but being out, being somewhat social, just reminded of being a version of me I haven't been in quite a while. I hate that. I stopped moving, I stopped going out, I stopped being social, basically I stopped being. I'm not sure I ever liked myself, but I really can't stand this version. When this all started & I stopped being, I should've just drove off something. I guess I just didn't have the nerve. So now I'm paying for it.
Hopefully, the internet situation will get figured out. I'll get through the heat. I do miss being elsewhere. But there isn't much to do here & I don't know anyone. I really should've taken an exit decades ago.
Cya...
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