Winter is getting to me; I'm cold, achy & anxious. This week hasn't been easy so far & it's going to get worse. Sunday night the internet went out. It was back on by the morning. But Monday morning, I was dealing aches, nosebleeds & then the car had an issue. Tuesday's appointment started early & lasted throughout the day. We didn't have everything wrapped up until around 4 PM. This morning I woke to no internet again. Optimum won't even give time estimates any more. There's supposed to be bad weather all weekend. I'm just exhausted already.
There was nothing going on last night, but I still felt anxious. My body felt like it was vibrating, even though I was OK. I'm tired of everything being a challenge or problem.
There are some improvements happening for my roomie. There are plans. I should be happy, but everything these days makes me anxious. These are good things & need to happen. I'm just worried about the process, fall-out & possible disasters.
I haven't been in a good place for a long time. I don't see that happening anytime soon. I'm on edge. Too much could screw up or change badly. The worse thing is, so little of these things are in our control.
Life shouldn't be like this & I realize so many people have it a lost worse than I do. If I was them, I really think, I'd already checked out of life. None of this is worth being this constantly anxious & distressed.
That's all for now, take care.
Cya...
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