I'm glad I didn't expect December to be a good month for me. I would've been disappointed. This month like the rest of the year, has been a string of stupids mishaps, demanding issues & the bothersome ideas of other people. I keep trying to check them off the list, but some are resistant & new problems keep showing up.
I'm not in full SAD mode yet, but the dark drear isn't helping me any. Add to that the stress of nearly everything around me & I'm not doing well. I've spent most of my live anxious & if given the option, I wouldn't repeat it. There's never been much in my life worth salvaging & there's less every year.
I don't want much out of life. I'd just like to be able to wake up, go through my day & then go to bed without spending most of the day about to crumble from nerves, stress & health issues. I know that's never going to happen. I see my life as a perfect example as to why abortion should be readily available. No one should be asked to live a life like this or worse. People like this would've been better off never being, never going through all the trauma, ache & disappointment.
I'd could hope for better in 2023, but I know that won't come to pass.
Cya...
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