My roomie & I have a plan how we're going to approach to the benefit cuts coming. It isn't a solution, that's beyond us. It's a buy some time strategy. I hate this.
A lot of things I depend on are shifting & there's nothing I can do about it. I'm tired of being at the whim of others. People who aren't on assistance or disability have no idea how little control you have over aspects of your life. Just when you think you've figured out the system, they change it or kill the whole thing. They want you desperate & broken. What they really want is for you to suffer & then die.
I haven't slept well in a while now. It rained last night & I overslept this morning. A train jolted me awake & I've still got the shakes from that. Waking up is generally the worse thing I do every day. Nothing good comes from it.
That's all for now. I'm not sure when I'll be back to being me again. I'm just an exhausted bundle of nerves & stress now. Something needs to give soon.
Cya...
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