Recovery is a serious issue when you're chronically. It takes longer to bounce back from anything. It takes more when you're ill, especially if you're chronically ill & have been for years. Yesterday was a decent day & today looks to be alright, but I'm still spent from Monday. Maybe if today goes well, I'll feel better tomorrow.
The problem with recovering when you're ill, is that regular life keeps happening. You're not just focused on getting over what happened. There's still the everyday health issues & regular day to day life to handle. Nothing stops & you often slide behind. Sometimes things don't get handled at all. Somethings you don't bounce back from & then there's a new lower, lesser "normal" for you.
Maybe the worst thing about be chronically ill, even more than the illness, is that some people just can't accept your condition is actual & real. That you aren't putting something on or just avoiding things. If someone in your life is chronically ill, either accept it or walk on. Better not to have a person than to have to continuously convince them of your condition's actuality.
Maybe tomorrow I'll feel better. It's something I think often. Sometimes it actually happens, others it doesn't. Take care.
Cya...
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