Some people love mornings, not me. To them the dawn is the promise of new possibilities. Oh, it's day of something alright. It's just generally stressful crap I didn't want to have to deal with ever. I've spent a lot of my life angry, bitter & hurt that I woke up to yet another day. I probably won't get to go the way I want, just not to wake up. I'll probably have to be all too aware of what's going on & die just as anxious, exhausted & scared as I've been so much of my life. If there ever was a god, I hope it died miserably for starting this mess. There was no grace or gift in this existence. Just a tiresome reminder, to most things, I'm not even a speck of inconsequential nothingness.
On another topic. I found a starter piece regarding HIV & magnetics. It's pretty basic & very thin, but I haven't seen anything like it before. Give it a read.
Cya...
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