This won't be pleasant. Yet again, I didn't find any articles to write about. The weather is still difficult. I feel fairly poor & I'm really stressed. There's a list of things that need handled. Any of them could move from a "should be handled" to a "must be handled now" at any instant. The TV is acting weird & it not even a year old. We need a lot of things replaced. There are house, medical, dental & more. I can't anymore. I hate waking up, because I know what's waiting for me.
Occasionally, I'll be asked what I'd like for this or that. I never have an answer. The only thing I've ever really wanted, I'll never get. I just wanted to feel safe, secure in the moment. I don't think I ever have. No wonder I'm always nervous. Some people may be worse off than me, but I'd never wish my life on anyone. Being this anxious & scared is exhausting. The only thing I want is the thing I'll never have.
I'm tired & I just can't & I doubt that will change.
Cya...
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