It's still early days, but so far 2024 has behaved. My roomie & I are apprehensive about the coming days. 2023 was a train wreck & we need at least a "doesn't suck" year. A good year seems like a big reach. Just a year where we're not losing so many things, not so much breakage, stress, worry & free falling. It felt like I could never get my footing last year. I'd just get to a bit more solid ground & it'd crumble.
I don't think I can handle another year of that. 2023 left me exhausted. I felt angry, scared & hurt. The problem for most of our issues last year is that none it was our doing. We did all the things we were supposed to; made the appointments, checked the boxes, crossed & dotted. None of it mattered. Things kept breaking, being taken away, disappearing. If 2024 just doesn't suck, that's a great improvement over 2023.
It's my blog's new year. It's also the anniversary of my father passing a few years back. The weirdest thing about that is, I've had to realize I was fine with it from the start. Its sad someone died, but the concept of my father had died decades before. This was just a voice I occasionally heard on the phone. I'm glad he had other people who were involved in his life & will miss him. That's just not me. May his next life bring him some solace. He needed it.
Take care & may 2024 go well for you. Try to be kind.
Cya...
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