I should be at a doctor's appointment right now. Except I can't be, because at the moment I have no primary care physician. Mine abruptly retired. The man could be on his deathbed. Still, if he'd had even the smallest speck of professionality, he would've had a plan for his retirement or even his death. It's clear now, he didn't.
I'm exasperated with myself for continuously investing in situations that fall apart & leave me in a lurch. I should've left this doctor a already, but I was comfortable. I've spent so much of my life not being comfortable that when I am, it tends to screw me over. I let things slide because it's easier & then at some point matters can't be overlooked anymore. How did I get there? I did it & I should've known better.
Now, I'm waiting for my 1st option to make a decision about if I can be a new patient. I have to get this going today in some direction. I'm eyeing a couple of other options. Hopefully I can wrap this up soon.
Cya...
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