Summer's ending. The solstice is this week. While, I'm ready for cooler weather, seasonal changes always make me anxious. I never shift between them without stressful hesitation. I don't know what I'm expecting, but this always happens. My sleep hasn't been as well as I'd like it the last week. I'm feeling anxious about Fall after such a dismal Summer. Things will start changing soon. Some of them really need to, but this still puts me on edge. I'm a Virgo, I want an detailed plan, an itinerary.
There's a new version of Windows is coming. There'll be less light. I'm not sure how my mornings will be as things darken. Maybe all the new TV will suck. I can control precious little of this & I try to let it go. But my mind circles back at it. I hate Fall. It always has such promise, but rarely delivers. I want full size, candy bars & usually wind up with those awful, little, black & orange, paper-covered, peanut butter taffy horror chews instead.
I leave Fall feeling like Sally Brown & Lucy Van Pelt after Halloween & Christmas; robbed & disappointed. Maybe this year will be better. Yeah, like that's going to happen. For now, I'll just try to keep my head down & not talk to people. I won't have the strength, kindness or desire to tolerate people & their crap.
Take care. Hope you have a good Autumn.
Cya...
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