It's storming again & probably will be until Sunday. This weather is being really hard on me. I'm waking dehydrated & sore. It's been hard trying to really wake up in this drear. My blood pressure has been low until later in the day & that makes me feel pretty off.
We need the rain, but the storms can go elsewhere. I need the sun to shine, not all this gloom. We have some errands later. Maybe the rain will let up for a bit.
That's it for now, take care.
Cya...
The wind blew all night & kept waking me up. It was weirdly warm & slightly muggy. What sleep I managed left me sore & dehydrated. I'm tired of waking up worse for wear than when I went to bed.
My mornings have gotten worse. I'm just angry that I woke up again. This entire week is supposed to be dark & stormy. The temps are supposed to chill down again. The rain probably won't quit until Sunday & the temps won't level out until next Tuesday. None of this is making my mornings any easier.
I haven't been in a good place for a while. I'm not sure that's a thing I can muster anymore. If I can't, I really wish it just all stop.
Take care.
Cya...
It's the 1st day of April, a day for fools. We don't have much planned for today. It's a little cooler, but somewhat bright this morning. The rest of the week is supposed to be stormy. Hopefully, it won't get bad. We need rain, not storms.
There's the typical stuff coming, bills & 1st of the month errands. There's a few appointments. It'd be nice if the drama kept to a minimum. I know that's a big ask.
That's all for now, take care. May April be kind ot us all.
Cya...
Goodbye March, you were a rough month. There was a lot to do, not so great weather, things got bothersome with repairs & overall you were tiring. Tomorrow's the beginning of April & looks like it'll start cold & stormy. I didn't need that.
I was hoping the month would end quietly. That didn't happen I woke to a lot of noise from big trucks hauling off some brush. Other than that, today will be a typical Monday. It'd be nice if there weren't any hiccups.
Take care.
Cya...
It's hazy this morning after storming last night. For all the noise, it didn't rain much. It's looking like we'll a little short on rainfall for the month. The beginning of April will probably be as dark & wet. That'll be great, start the 1st of the month stuff in the rain.
I'm still a little wrecked from the last few days. Yesterday could've been better, if not for the jolty wake up. It'd been nice if this month ended better, but that won't happen.
Take care.
Cya...
I had a bad wake up this morning. It was dark & humid. I did jolt awake & then just sat there sort of vibrating trying to figure out everything. SAD is still playing out for me & the stress of the month has taken its toll.
I was anxious about everything; the house, the car, my roomie, the mailbox, the cats, etc... The problem is not all of is without cause. When this happens, I can't get myself to let go & just breathe for a moment.
I haven't had that many of these wakeups this year, but any is too much. They're exhausting & consuming. Too bad, the rest of the month & the beginning of April look to be some dark BS.
My blood pressure's a little low this morning & I'm dehydrated. I'll start feeling better in a bit. Even so, this sucks & everything I'm worrying about could be a problem. I don't know & I'm all out of energy & tricks.
Mornings suck, especially when they're dark.
Cya...
So much for my do nothing day. The jackass post office sent a direct missive to our house. Because we're both on disability, we had a mailbox attached to the house, like people used to. A couple of years back they made us go through hoops to keep it.
The new form didn't even have a place for input from a medical professional. The form was very brief. Apparently only a near dead person living by themselves can qualify for such a privilege as having an attached mailbox instead of something by the street. Anybody meeting their requirements would most likely be in an assisted living situation. The USPS is cheap, lazy & a word I don't use often, ableist.
We didn't feel like we had a choice & put up a box by the street. The Youtube videos made it look easy, it wasn't. The ground here is rocky & it's been really dry. So driving something into it took a lot of effort & wore me out. I had to take several breaks. The box didn't have holes for the screws only dimples where they should go. It wasn't an easy process & it was exhausting. My hands have a lot of little cuts, my body is sore & pounding the ground set off a lot debris that killed my sinuses.
The damn thing is up & now it's raining. Maybe that will help it set in some. It looks OK & I hope it lasts. If it doesn't, there's a screw into the ground anchor we'll try. May every single person who had part in this decision to make my life harder due to this just rot. And, I hope it's terrible & horrifying. Cheap ass bastards.
That's it for now. Take care. Screw the USPS.
Cya...
