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This is my Twenty-Fifth year living with HIV...
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Sunday, April 6, 2025
Sunday Haze...
Saturday, April 5, 2025
Bad Saturday...
It started Tuesday, the winds were rough & drove in the dark, stormy weather. It's been cooler, dark, storming & windy since. I didn't do well Thursday, yesterday was rough, this morning I feel like crap. The problem is the storms, rain & dark are supposed to be here until tomorrow morning. That will be another bad morning. Then it's supposed to cool down a lot overnight. This weather is being very hard on me.
Of course, everything else is still happening; errands, house stuff, cats, etc... I felt OK for a couple of hours last night & then it was time to go to bed. Now, I'm back here again, not waking, achy & spent. Real dark, like night time, I can handle. It's this daytime drear that kills me. It's the damn greyness of it all. I couldn't handle being in the far North places that have the weird light levels for months. That might very well kill me.
That's it for now, take care.
Cya...
Friday, April 4, 2025
More Dark Crap...
This isn't a good morning for me. It's stormed last night & still is raining. It's going to be dark all day again & probably until Sunday afternoon. I feel like crap. The stormy weather, darkness & temp drops have hit me pretty hard. We have shopping to do today. It's been a busy week & I have zip energy left.
Other than posting about all the crap the orange stain is doing that's about it. We need better weather, more sunlight & a good stain remover. Take care.
Cya...
Thursday, April 3, 2025
Another Dark Morning...
It's storming again & probably will be until Sunday. This weather is being really hard on me. I'm waking dehydrated & sore. It's been hard trying to really wake up in this drear. My blood pressure has been low until later in the day & that makes me feel pretty off.
We need the rain, but the storms can go elsewhere. I need the sun to shine, not all this gloom. We have some errands later. Maybe the rain will let up for a bit.
That's it for now, take care.
Cya...
Wednesday, April 2, 2025
Bad Windy Morning....
The wind blew all night & kept waking me up. It was weirdly warm & slightly muggy. What sleep I managed left me sore & dehydrated. I'm tired of waking up worse for wear than when I went to bed.
My mornings have gotten worse. I'm just angry that I woke up again. This entire week is supposed to be dark & stormy. The temps are supposed to chill down again. The rain probably won't quit until Sunday & the temps won't level out until next Tuesday. None of this is making my mornings any easier.
I haven't been in a good place for a while. I'm not sure that's a thing I can muster anymore. If I can't, I really wish it just all stop.
Take care.
Cya...
Tuesday, April 1, 2025
Hello April...
It's the 1st day of April, a day for fools. We don't have much planned for today. It's a little cooler, but somewhat bright this morning. The rest of the week is supposed to be stormy. Hopefully, it won't get bad. We need rain, not storms.
There's the typical stuff coming, bills & 1st of the month errands. There's a few appointments. It'd be nice if the drama kept to a minimum. I know that's a big ask.
That's all for now, take care. May April be kind ot us all.
Cya...
Monday, March 31, 2025
Goodbye March....
Goodbye March, you were a rough month. There was a lot to do, not so great weather, things got bothersome with repairs & overall you were tiring. Tomorrow's the beginning of April & looks like it'll start cold & stormy. I didn't need that.
I was hoping the month would end quietly. That didn't happen I woke to a lot of noise from big trucks hauling off some brush. Other than that, today will be a typical Monday. It'd be nice if there weren't any hiccups.
Take care.
Cya...