It's the 1st full week of August & some are returning to their Fall schedules. Mine won't necessarily change, it might get affected, but not directly changed to be more autumnal. I don't really exist in that world. Most of the time, I'm barely on the fringe of those people.
My roomie will be gone more, my schedule will get a bit tighter & it will be darker. Those are the things that Fall will bring to me. I try to find those good things in a situation. Like Fall will be cooler, there will be skittering leaves & allegedly less bugs/grass. But it also leads to more allergies, anxiety & seasonal aches. I'm not ready to look at the bright side of anything at the moment.
I'm glad I have my blog. Here, I can write about the parts of my life, I'm not that comfortable talking about with others. My bad times always collide with other's bad times & I don't want to bring more issues to them. I don't feel comfortable commiserating. It often seems most things are going wellish & then I speak about myself & everyone has issues that trump mine.
I really needed this Summer to be better so I'd have a better chance of getting through the Winter. As usual, what I needed didn't materialize. Everyone else will get their Fall to enjoy. I hope it brings them hellish allergies & it rains on Halloween.
Cya...
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