For the last several Fridays, our routine has been upended. It's usually Suddenlink screwing everything up. Last night it was the weather. A storm blew out our power for a while. Not long, but enough to stress me out again. I'm to the point where I just can't handle it.
I don't have much in this world. If the power & the net is working, I can distract myself. I don't focus on it. I can go about my life, such as it is. Without them, I realize, they're about all I have.
I know some people in the world, don't even have that much. It may sound callous, but I don't care. I can't do anything about their situation. I can barely do anything about my own. I won't be apologetic for wanting what I can get. I can be sympathetic for others, but I won't sacrifice myself for people I don't even know. That statement isn't at all PC, but it is true. In this life I have my roomie, my cats & myself. That's it. Those are the things I care about.
My body is still reacting to last night's stress out. I'm tired & worn out. I don't need much, but it would very nice if everything would stop pecking at me for a while. I need to recuperate & recharge. I can't do that if I'm constantly stressing.
I hope your day goes well. On the bright side, we got a lot of rain, about an inch. Take care.
Cya...
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