There's not much going on for me today. I'm doing some household stuff & waiting for a call. I got voicemail when I called my specialist's office in Tulsa. Hopefully, they'll call soon. It'd be nice if they have good news. I really don't want to have to change doctors. But, the drives to Tulsa are expensive & exhausting.
I really don't have anything to add to what I blogged about yesterday. At least, not yet. Reality is pretty sucky when you don't have any fantasies or goals left.
I made myself stop wearing a watch in the 90's. I'd count the seconds until something was over. That's how I got through life. In college, if I hated a teacher or a class, I'd tell myself there are only so many weeks or class meetings left & then it will be over with. I can get through things when I know there's an ending. The only ending I'm seeing for this situation is fairly final.
Enough of that for now.
Cya...
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