This morning wasn't a good thing. Nothing bad happened. It was just a series of constant, little annoyances I can't do anything about. Occasionally or individually, they're not really anything. But they're constant & usually concurrent. The simplest things become challenges. I'm tired.
For over a year, things have been weird, strained. IRL & on the net. I keep editing myself & my contacts. I'm getting to the point of not talking to anyone. I'm sick of their issues, rhetoric, & feels.
So far, 2018's claim to fame is that it hasn't been as bad as 2017. That's a really low bar to meet. I know I need something. I just don't what it is or how to go about getting it. My resources are limited, borderline non-existent.
I'm tapped out. My means of getting by & distracting myself are a bust. The next few days are going to be really cold & dreary. My outlook won't be getting better anytime soon. Even if it did, it'd just be a another trick I played on myself. Sometimes I get so tired my face hurts & I can't explain any better than that.
I need an ending & I'm not expecting a happy 1.
Cya...
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