It's mid-March & I thought I'd be feeling better by now, but I'm not. Sometimes, if I'm lucky, I get a few minutes when I just wake up & things feel fine. Then it all sets in on me again & that's gone. I was hoping with the warmer temps, brighter days & being nearly Spring, I'd be past this. But again, I'm not.
There's a lot up in the air right now. Things that have to be handled. Things coming up. So many things needing other things. I don't have the means, resources or ability to handle this anymore. Maybe, I never did & was just better at fooling myself.
Everyday that I wake up is like something telling me it isn't done screwing with me yet. It's pretty obvious, there won't be a reprieve, there is no help coming, & things will just keep cascading. I just wish it'd be done already.
Cya...
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