The solstice is near. Weathermen started Summer at the beginning of the month. Spring is leaving for the year. I think it's time to take a bit of an assessment. I'll try to be honest. This Spring was not fun, good or helpful. It was dark, & trying.
The weather last year was no better, but we seemed to be in a better place. There were plans, ambitions, goals... But all that's pretty much gone. It was always a possibility that would be the way of things, but for a while things had traction. Not trying to point blame here. I'm certainly not helping much. But, I don't see things making a come back.
Things started fading late last Fall. There were reasons. A different tactic was tried & seemed to help for a bit. Then that was gone too. By deep Winter things had fizzled. I didn't say anything for a bit, then later I did & there were acknowledgements. By February, as far I could tell, it was all gone. Spring brought more issues, challenges & not much else.
Things could change, but I think that chapter's closed. Again, it's not like I was doing much. Maybe The Sundays had it right, "Here's where the story ends." I don't know what this Summer holds. I doubt it'll anything good for me. The season will start with no real plans on my part, just a fair certainty things will only get worse.
Cya...
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