Since everyone's holiday plans are so busy & scattered, there'll be a late lunch stand-in today. After that, it's the holiday rush. There'll be holiday stuff, appointments, errands, bills & car things to be handled. There's so much & possibilities of screw ups, I probably won't be anywhere near calm for a while.
That's a problem for people in chronically bad situations, even good things can be stressful. Just it's presence is so out of routine, it comes with risks & stress. Will this actually work or am I just getting myself psyched up? What if this doesn't work or worse it screws up? Until this stretch is behind us, I'm going to be somewhat off. Even then, I probably won't trust it.
I've got to get around. At least the fan got installed. There's light in the living room. Here's hoping it doesn't screw up. That's it for now.
Take care.
Cya...
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