I tried to pull myself together yesterday. It didn't work. It doesn't matter what I'm trying, something else has to come along. There was a weird light & shopping was annoying. My roomie was having some things go on in the morning. The weather got weird later on. It drizzled for a bit, barely enough to register. There's some old stuff brewing in the background that could be an issue. I hope not, but it could be.
The light's off this morning. I slept hard last night & woke up with a jolt for some reason. I hate that. I feel like I hit a wall. The season & my year are ending. That's never good for me. I just have this annoying dread that something big's going to break. I don't want to be here when it happens. I don't have the strength to do more or fix anything. I can't even get myself together. It's always something else.
Cya...
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